Thursday, March 19, 2009
{ 12:31 PM }
Jealous , jealous , jealous .
Oh My , why I get jealous very very easily ?
It havent kill me inside my heart yet , but , * sigh *
It is hard to explain what I'm going through right now .
I want to write everything that I feel right now ,
I want to let everythings out , again .
But this time , I cant .
Cause maybe , it is seems to privacy .
No , this type of feeling , is not suck .
It is just , I'm afraid .
Afraid of losing someone , that now ,
really makes my life happier , happier and happier than before .
" I want to be your favourite hello and your hardest goodbye . You are the one , who has the key to unlock my heart back , after all this while I cant accept anyone in my heart , but now , you are the one that can be inside me heart . I'm missin' and lovin' you in every single moment in my life . "
Something , words , quotes , that I made , for him , to express my feelings.
I was not okay yesterday evening and night .
Not because of him , well yeah maybe cause of jealousy . * sigh *
But the main thing that made me moody yesterday , the whole day was ,
TOO HOT !! I felt like I was under the sun ! whattheheck
I thought about my past last night , I thought about all the memories ,
and of course , I thought about him , the one that I'm in love with now .
I was texting with him , and not sleepy yet .
Around 1 am , he replied me and he asked me to open the tv , and he did asked me to watch TV3 .
So I went out from my bedroom , opened the tv and switched to TV3 .
And when I watched it , there was a smile on my face and the word " he's sweet " came out from my mouth .
It was a show , emm I dont know what is it .
And it was Sixth Sense , singing Tanpa song .
I listened to the lyrics actually , not watching the show .
I just listened to the songs and the lyrics. And , he's sweet ! :)
Haha well it was a sweet thing you know .
For me it is , cause I am not okay last night and he made me smile , so , it was sweet ! LOL ;D
Okay okay , enough said .
Wany is coming to my house .
I need her . I need to let out my feelings .
* sigh * I am mood-less !
Bye!