Hello . I'm back here , again . Em . Okay fine . I cant lie to myself anymore , I cant lie to all of you anymore . I received Nad's text just now . She said something to me , and , ohemgee Nad , thanks a lot dear . I know I cant be weak , I have to be strong no matter what . But , I'm not that strong . I've told him , I've told my friends , that I am not strong . It's true I am not strong . I was strong before , after that October , I was strong on that time that was why I can face everything that's happening to me on that time . But when I got hurt for the second time , there's no more , strength that you can find in me . Anyway , I'm still not okay , that's the other thing that I cant lie anymore . I know , enough is enough . Forget about everything . Yeah I know that . And this quote , FORGIVE AND FORGET . I can forgive , but I cant forget . Hell no ! Even my ex , that human named , you know who pon I still takbley lupa now you nak I lupa my ex si galah neh secepat yang mungkin pulak OHEMGEE HELL NO okay ! And please lar , dont ask me , " Hey . Dah break kea ? " . Ohemgee that's really annoyed me okay ! Tears drop of course if you ask me that . Sigh =( Too emo , wtfreak .
I know , " ANNEE ! PLEASE STOP CRYING ! " . Fuhhh . How many times lar I heard of that sentence today . Sometimes feels like , ish very annoyed . Like all of them are forcing me to forget everything as soon as possible . Hmph . Like I said , it takes time , so please , dont force me , I'm begging here OHEMGEE .
Keep listening to the songs that he left for me , the songs lar ; Mengintai Langit - Coco , Yakinlah Aku Menjemputmu - Kangen Band . I cant lie too , listening to that songs , tears drop . Hmph . Hey dont ask me to delete those songs pulak I WONT ! Those songs very nice okay . How could ya . Aduhhh .
By the way , I wanna confess something . Please , dont think very not wisely . LOL Sorry broken english . It is something that comes from deep inside my heart .
