Wednesday, June 24, 2009
{ 7:57 PM }
Hello .
First of all , I would like to apologise because I was behaving like a girl that cant handle herself a few days ago . LOL
I know it was lame . I have been moody all the time ,
I didnt do right things but hey it doesnt mean that I did bad things .
I can say that I was being someone else a few days ago ,
someone that doesnt exists in this world .
Oh how I wish I could be a half-human and half-vampire .
Fuyoo , HAHA
Its nice okay . Just like Edward Cullen , my handsome sexy vampire =D
Hey you dont take my Edward ! Take Rob ! =D
School was okay but not really okay .
Puan Siti Rahmah gave me a yellow card because I didnt pass-up her work .
But she said she'll gugurkan the yellow card if I pass-up her work by tomorrow morning .
Not just me lahh oke , others too .
Prefect's meeting was so long and boring .
Felt sleepy during meeting . LOL
I'm going to Dewan Jubli Intan , Tangkak on this Sunday .
Not just me , Convent's J-Robik Team lahh . I'm one of them =D
We are going there for Sambutan Hari Belia Negara Peringkat Negeri Johor 2009 .
Puan Salwah said the people who organize that thing invite us to do our J-Robik performance .
Woww cant wait doe ! HAHA
Ehh btw , someone noticed my eyes like panda's eyes already .
Okay let me tell you .
I cant sleep last night . I was awake at 2:00 a.m in the morning .
Then went online at 2:40 a.m . LOL
Then I slept back at 3:00 a.m . Woke up at 5:30 a.m and then went online again . HAHA
Hmphh . Sigh , real deep sigh here =/
They said , em . No need to know . I guess I'm too tired of it already . Hmphh
I was smiling , I was laughing to cover my weakness and my sadness .
Well just like what Abang One said ,
smile is the cure of sadness .
So , I just keep smiling to be happy eventhough I'm not happy at all .
Friends and I keep singing Katimah Cinta - Sixth Sense , in class . LOL
Hey it is really a sad song . I feel like wanna cry when listen to it .
The lyrics , ohemgee .
" Oh bintang malam lukis wajahku .. katakan aku .. pergi .. sudahlah sudah .. ku harus pergi .. "
Em . I wanna move-out !
Frankly speaking , I dont want to stay here anymore .
I'm too tired wey . I really need a new life !
Mum said its either oversea or KL , not sure yet .
But I prefer to move to KL than oversea cause oversea is too far .
I cant leave my friends and my bestfriends just like that .
Heyy I'm not that mean lahh .
Anyway friends , I love you all so damn fuckin' much ! =)
Okay readers ,
I dont want to waste your time reading this long-so-not-long post .
So now , I would like to thank some of my friends .
They were beside me when I was really down a few days ago .
They advised me and supported me . I really appreciate that .
Big thanks to all of you .
Alya - Era - Oshien - Dyba - Aeca - Eiqa - Wany - Abang One - Abang Zul - Fizmo gor - Waniey jie - Sugar Emirol - Frankie - KIMIKORIEKO-rians
THANKS A LOT ! =)Oh . I know some of you have noticed that I'm really quite nowadays , not talkative anymore like before .
Well its the other side of me .
Hey babe , people change so do i .
You like it or not , its my life you're watching , you're talking about .
My life , not yours .
Last but not least ,
my mum said I can be anything I want . A doctor ? A scientist ? An actress ?
But she was wrong , I cant be his girl .
I need peace right now , not happiness .
I'll be happy when I'm in peace and I still wonder when it will be .
p.s / zhe ge ai shang hai le wo .
Tagged by Fizmo gor .
001. Real Name: Siti Nur Emmely binti Raj Roslan
002. Nickname(s): Emmely , Anne , Annieanne
003. Age: 15
004. Horoscope: Sagittarius
005. Gender: Female
006. Elementary: em kindergarden eh ? St. Andrew Kindergarden Muar
007. Primary school: Sekolah Kebangsaan Bandar Maharani Muar
008. Secondary school: Sekolah Menengah Convent Muar
009. College: havent been . LOL
010. Hair colour: Black
011. Hair length: until my shoulders
012. Loud or Quiet: depends
013. Sweats or Jeans: jeans
014: Phone or camera: phone
015. Health Freak: em . no but yes but no
016. Drink or Smoke: hell no
017. Do you have a crush on someone: yes
018. Eat or Drink: drink
019. Piercings: yes
020. Tattoos: no
021. Social or Anti-social: social
022. Righty or lefty: righty
023. First piercing: ears
024. First relationship: when I was twelve if im not mistaken
025. First Best Friend: cant remember . sorry
026. First Award: em . no
027. First Kiss: havent
028. First Pet: cat
029. First Big Vacation: havent
030. First Love at first sight: fourteen
031. First Big Birthday: cant remember
032. First Surgery: havent
033. First sport you joined: netball
034. Orange or Apple juice: orange juice
035. Rock or Rap: em . idk
036. Country or Screamo: screamo
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: backstreet boys
038. Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera: christina aguilera
039. Night or Day: night
040. Sun or Moon: moon
041. TV or Internet: internet
042. Playstation or XboX: playstation
043. Kiss or hug: both
044. Iguana or turtle: iguana
045. Spider or bee: no
046. Fall or spring: spring
047. Limewire or iTunes: limewire
048. Soccer or baseball: baseball
049. Eating: mcd
050. Drinking: coke light
051. Excitement level: average
052. I'm about to: sleep . LOL so sleepy
053. Listening to: kiss me through the phone - soulja boy
054. Plan for today: sleep
055. Waiting for: him ? er
056. Energy Level: normal
057. Thinking of someone: yeap . no need to know who
058. Want kids: yes
059. Want to get married: yes but no
060. When: idk
061. How many kids: four
062. Any name on the mind: yes
*063 & 064 is missing *
065. Mellow future or wild: both
066. Something you would never try: drugs
067. Which is the better in the girl you like(in the future): hehh in the girl i like ? HAHA , im not lesbo
068. Lips or Eyes: eyes
069. Romantic or Funny: both
070. Shorter or Taller: normal normal
071. Older or Younger: older but not too old
072. Romantic or Spontaneous: romantic
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: nice arms
074. Sensitive or Loud: loud
075. Hook-up or Relationship: haa ?
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant: wtf ?
077. Muscular or normal: em
078. Kissed a stranger: hell no
079. Broken a bone: no
080. Lost glasses or contacts: no
081. Ran away from home: no
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense: no
083. Killed somebody: no
084. Broken someone's heart: yes
085. Had your heart broken: yes of course im going through it right now now now . LOL
086. Been arrested: no
087. Cried when someone died: yes
088. Fallen for a friend: yes
089. Do you believe in yourself: yes
090. Miracles: yes
091. Santa claus: hehh no
092. Heaven: yes
093. When do you want to die: i dont want to die
094. Tooth Fairy: haa ?
095. Kiss on the first date: havent lahh !
096. Angels: yes
097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: yes
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now: no
099. Do you believe in God: yes :)
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people:
- YOU !
