There's no air for me to breathe anymore .Em . Hmph . Okay fine he's right I cant lie to myself .
Oh by the way sorry Fizmo I didnt answer your call I was still awake actually on that time but no mood to talk to anybody , sorry then .
And ya know , this morning .
I woke up and mum was in my bedroom , she took her laptop .
Then she saw my eyes like panda's eyes , and she asked me , " oyh whats wrong with you ? eyes macam panda's eyes edi . cried eh ? sleep late ? " . I answered , " er . em . most probably , sleep late . so yeah no worries . " . Then mum answered back , " oh okay then . but anne you cant lie to yourself , you can lie to me , but i know you very well . anne anak mama , mama kenal kaw neh sangat anne . i know , all girls have their pride , you have your own pride too anne . just let everythings out . sabar k . " . Mum stepped out from my room , she went to work .
And I was , really really speechless . I was like , " huh ? what ? mum how did you know ? " .
Ohemgee I didnt tell mum anything about me , whats wrong with me lately , yesterday and today .
But she knew it .
And my tears dropped after she said that to me .
Hey em give me 5 minutes please , thanks .
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Ehmm . Actually my tummy's hurt , er pain i mean .
Didnt eat for 2 days already , nevermind I'm still okay , sihat sejahtera =)
But em , I keep eating ice-cream and chocolate .
Why ? You know why lar there's no need me to explain here .
My phone dropped at stairs just now , not just my phone , my ring , dropped too .
The ring that has a NAME encrypted on it . Sigh =(
Hmph . How suck is this feeling .
Things back just like last October , I really cant face it anymore .
Yes I am weak , really weak .
I am not strong enough lar okay , and of course , I cant face today ;
Tuesday 9/6/09 ; speechless .
Enough said , bye .
p/s : Try to make me smile wide just like before , but honeys , its useless . You will never see my wide smile anymore .
