Friday, July 17, 2009
{ 8:25 PM }
I can just only tell you what's happening to me and how I feel right now by all of this quotes , =(I'm going to smile like nothings wrong ,
talk like everythings perfect ,
act like it's all a dream ,
and pretend it's not hurting me . There will come a time in your life when you will
become infatuated with a single soul .
For this person you'd do anything
and not think twice about it ,
but when asked why ...
you have no answer .
You'll try your whole life to understand
how a single person can affect you
as much as they do ,
but you'll never find out .
And no matter how badly you hate it
or how badly it hurts ...
you'll love this person without regret ,
for the rest of your life
Now thanks to you ...
I'm scared to fall in love again.
First of all, you broke my heart
when I expected you to be the last one to do it .
And now I'm left with my heart broken
and in pieces and you don't even bother to notice .
It's sad because all along
I thought you knew me better
than everyone else ....
but now I am starting to wonder
if you even knew me at all .
My heart aches completely ,
every hour, every day ,
and only when I'm with you
does the pain go away .
____________________________________________________How could I forget you and stop missing you and stop loving you just like that ? I still listen to your songs that you gave me , I still read you msgs , I still look at your pictures , I still think of you . Yes you said many other guys deserve me better but do you know that actually no one deserves me its only you deserve me . Yes you've hurt me I want to hate you but I cant . I really really cant hate you , if I hate you I still love you no matter what . Maybe you wouldnt come back , maybe I wont get to see you , to talk to you no more . It's a sad thing actually but . That's what I have to face and the fact that I have to accept eventhough I cant , my heart cant accept it . I'm not strong anymore , you've took my strength away . Losing you , is like I'm losing my life . Because you are my heart , you are my soul . Tears will always drop when I think of you , when I see your face , your shadow in front of me , right in front of my eyes . Tears are words the heart cant say. And I dont know why is it every time I talk to you the words don't come easily , but when you walk away I know exactly what to say . I'm nothing without someone that I really love , and that someone is only you . Just you . It's not that I can't live without you it's that I don't even want to try , that's it . It's not you that are not good for me , on the other hand , it's me that's not good enough for you . I know , I've failed everything . And like I said , I'm so full with regrets because I let you go this second time . You should've appreciate because I gave you the second chance . But anyway , all those things are useless now . You asked me to forget you , listen . I wont I wont I wont and I'll always love you every moment in my life till death that's the promise that I've made when I first time fell in love with you . So please , remember that eventhough if you've forgotten me , but please just remember that . I appreciate it a lot . So you , thanks for everything that you've given to me while you were with me . You're not mine anymore , but you're still in my heart . iloveyou ,
