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Thursday, July 16, 2009
{ 2:27 PM }
I'm not feeling well , really not feeling well .
I woke up this morning and my head was very dizzy and very pain .
My eyes were , ehmm . Like panda's eyes . Very pain because I kept crying last night . LOL
Whatever , you shouldnt know why .
Maybe he knows why .
And today is not a good day for me . School was so terrible .
I'm still not in my best mood . Yesterday , hmphh . How to say .
14 , 15 and 16 of July were bad days for me .
Hari suwey in this year . Shit lahh ,
How I wish I could just leave everything and everyone around me eventhough I dont have the heart to do like that but .
I am tired of giving chances to people .
I dah penat mengalah . Ape2 hal sure I yang mengalah .
Why ? Why me ? I sendiri tataw .
Maybe sebab I sayang orang tuh that's why I mengalah .
Tapi I taw I bodoh sebab I asek mengalah jea .
I know I'm not supposed to mengalah again , tapi . Haizz
Susah nak cakap .
Hidup neh bosan and kejam sangat .
Tapi hidup neh adil eventhou sometimes cam adil tak adil jea .
Because bila kite happy and gelak semue , after that mesti akan jadi sedih and menangis .
Betol takk ? Betol kann . Selalunye camtuh .
And that was what happened to me yesterday evening and night .
Daripada kat skolah lagi dah rase tak sedap hati , susah hati . Rase cam ade something bad , something that is frustrating akan berlaku .
And yes it happened . But yet I'm still confused .
I still tak faham , ape yg sebenarnye berlaku ? Haizz .
There are too many things that are in my mind .
And maybe it's me , I'm the one who is making myself worst day by day .
Perhaps I'm thinking too much , real too much . Hmphh
Kenape dalam life , kenape I kena rasa kecewa , sedih and semue2 tuh ?
Kenape I kena menangis juga ?
I penat oke , penat sangat , teramat penat .
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I taknak lepas kan you sebab I sayang you sangat , I taknak you pergi and I taknak hilang you . Sebab since March hidup I ngan you jea . I msg ngan you pagi petang siang malam , semua ngan you . Ape2 I cakap ngan you , I bgtau you , I ngadu kat you . And now I takbley terima if tiba2 I kena lepaskan you . I nak ngan you jea , just you , taknak orang lain ! Sebab iloveyousomuch . Tak cukup jelas kea I bagitau you neh . I rasa dah cukup jelas . I taw I kena faham you , I kena faham I kena respect apa you nak tapi . Yes I degil eventhou you cakap itu you cakap ini but I still taknak lepaskan you . I takbley , I taknak hilang lagi orang yang I sayang sangat , orang yang bagi cahaya kat hidup I . I'm full with regrets kalau I lepaskan you kali neh . Wo ai ni wo yao ni .
