Saturday, October 24, 2009
{ 9:42 PM }
I dont know what it is , why ,
but I think I'm so stucked right now .
I'm confused . Like , suddenly .
Sigh . FYI man , you know my love towards you is real and so strong and I cant break it up eventhough I've tried for so many times .
You made me love you , like real hell much from the day I started to know you until now .
Waiting for you to come back is useless actually .
But I know , you'll come back one day .
But maybe you wont . Who knows .
Our love is unpredictable .
I still love you and always love you forever and always no matter what happens .
That's my promise and I hope you'll remember that till your last breath .
I'm not the perfect one for you and maybe I dont deserve to be with you .
But you know , you're deserve to be with me and there's a chance for you .
Third chance , or might be , the last chance .
I miss you in every moment in my life , I never stop missing and loving you .
My tears are always getting ready to drop when I think about our past .
But that's past , let bygone be bygone but I wont let you go from me .
If I have to choose between loving you and breathing , I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU .
I'm not hoping anything from you , but if we still can be together , if God gives us the chance ,
then I'll take care of you even better than before , I'll keep and lock you in my heart and never let you go again .
I dont want to repeat the same mistake that I've done twice , that was agreeing letting you go .
And that was the stupidest thing I've ever done in my love life .
If I know what love is , it is because of you .
I dont know why I cant stop loving you , even you love someone else , I'm okay with that .
Eventhough it's hard to watch someone that you love , love someone else but that's normal thing in love life right ?
Maybe you're my biggest mistake , cause you made me love you so much and cant forget you and cant stop thinking of you and EVERYTHING !
But you know what man ? You're the only one for me .
Cause nobody has made me madly in love and love someone like this strong EXCEPT YOU !
And you must know something before anything happens ,
I love you more than everything else in the world combined and man my love for you is not a lie .
It's real , it's true and it's forever .
♥
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